Saturday, May 10, 2014

Por Juan

Te veo y muchas cosas pasan por mi mente.
No se como me encontraste tan rapido.
Pero gracias.
Gracias por estar ahi
Gracias por todo tu apollo
Gracias por amar esta nina tonta y extrana.

Me salvaste
Me sacaste de el terror
No mas me ofreces amor
Y es todo lo que necesito

Todavia tengo un poco miedo
Pero tambien tengo el corage
De seguir
La fuerza
No me voy a rendir


Thursday, May 1, 2014

The black caves in

Before I hide away again, I need to get this out.

I'm scared.
So scared.
To be on my own.
Without anyone but myself.
This is not where I expected to be.
This is not what I wanted.
I thought I found my slice of life.
My peace.
But instead I have been thrust out again
On my own.
I'm scared.
I want to go back.
I want to go back!
To the security.
To my house.
To my animals.
To my home.
I know I can go on.
But I'm scared.