The black caves in

Before I hide away again, I need to get this out.

I'm scared.
So scared.
To be on my own.
Without anyone but myself.
This is not where I expected to be.
This is not what I wanted.
I thought I found my slice of life.
My peace.
But instead I have been thrust out again
On my own.
I'm scared.
I want to go back.
I want to go back!
To the security.
To my house.
To my animals.
To my home.
I know I can go on.
But I'm scared.